bored, lonely, tired, hungry...

I wish I wasn't so scared of everything. I wish I could be over at Steph's, having fun, watching movies, eating pizza but I can't. One, I was sick all day and two, I might get scared and not be able to sleep for a few weeks.

This show is really dumb but I am too lazy to get up and change the channel. I am so pathetic...

you think that maybe they will have a day where they are actually watching something that I can see? I mean, there is the marathon next weekend that I will be able to see but it isn't with all the people I want to because Graham refuses to go and I am pretty sure a lot of people won't stay because of Ben.

I am just feeling sorry for myself, sorry. I am making a scarf, I wonder if maybe any of my friends will want it. It is soft and pretty-ish.

my bra is hurting me... that kinda sucks sense I really like it.

I need to call Max. I also need to read my book thing.

I WANT TO BE WITH MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate myself........

blah.